This new thing that I am getting myself to do it CHANGE. Not the kind of changes that life hands you, which I have been experiencing for the past few years, but instead the ones I force myself to do.
The many changes I have gone through have all shaped me into who I am today, and I am very grateful for each and every one of them. Even the ones that hurt and scarred me, I still count them as blessings. Every event that I have felt like I was dragged through and forced to endure all feels like it was something that I had to go through. And despite the pain I felt, I now see it as a covered up blessing.
Thursday, March 29, 2018
Thursday, March 8, 2018
I don't get myself sometimes
I constantly set these plans up and really go all out for these ideas, but then forget about the motivation that sparked it all in the first place. I think it's both funny and ridiculous at the same time.
It's funny because I get so crazy into the idea of something and obsess over this new idea. I will research it, find out what I have to do to achieve this goal, I'll even set a plan for it, but for some reason, I never go through with the plan. I will just forget to do it one day and the whole thing falls apart. I don't know why this happens. this is nothing new to me though. My entire life I have hooked on things and loved what I do, but then I hit some sort of speedbump, and no matter how minimal it may be, everything is thrown off and destroyed.
It's funny because I get so crazy into the idea of something and obsess over this new idea. I will research it, find out what I have to do to achieve this goal, I'll even set a plan for it, but for some reason, I never go through with the plan. I will just forget to do it one day and the whole thing falls apart. I don't know why this happens. this is nothing new to me though. My entire life I have hooked on things and loved what I do, but then I hit some sort of speedbump, and no matter how minimal it may be, everything is thrown off and destroyed.
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