the end of the end

Tomorrow is the last day of the year, and if I am going to be honest, I have been obsessing over this for the past month. I am amped and I am feeling determined. I have been working on my goal book and still confused on how I am going to be able to use the book on a day to day basis. BUT I am really open to how to do that. I am just thinking of looking back into the book once a week.

Anyway, the end of the year is here and it has taken so long for me to write this one post it might be the end of next year by the time I finish this. So here I go!

when you get inspiration you've got to run with it

Here I am at my desk with a blanket over my legs, feeling like a comfy old man, and loving this feeling. A few moments ago I got the urge to do something creative. I didn't know what to do, so I opened up my journal and pulled out some markers and let some creativity plop onto the pages, felt great, but I still wanted to do more, so I did something very scary and that was to film myself and post it on YouTube. I can't believe that I even posted that... But hey I did it, no going back now.

My point is that if I would have just ignored that feeling, I would have empty boring pages but now I have some cool pages that I am truly proud of, and instead of saying that I want to post a video on YouTube, I can now say that I have posted a video on YouTube. I think that is freaking awesome!!

fresh new start

I have never really been a huge fan of new year's resolutions or the whole "new year, new me" concepts. I never really seen the point in these things. Honestly to me, they were a joke, nobody every really follows them or even thinks about them past February.

I am someone who actually loves to make goals and will pass or fail no matter what the time of year is. I honest to God think that people who go out of their way to declare their goals and all of the changes they are going to making in their lives. Every time I hear someone or see a post say "NEW YEAR NEW ME, JUST YOU WATCH, I'M GONNA BE A COMPLETELY DIFFERENT PERSON!!" okay, cool, but how? There never really is an answer to these question because there is just the fantasy behind it.

oh my, the year is almost over

Wow, can you believe it? The year is already going to be over. With a new year comes new beginnings! And boy, oh boy, am I excited! I have some great plans and goals for myself and even this blog.

I just want to get something out of the way: I don't like or believe in "New Year's Resolutions," I think that the stigma behind them have a huge effect on the results of the resolution itself. The whole point of having these resolutions is the change your life. It is supposed to be a major goal that you focus on for the year and it hopefully changes your life. Most people don't make it past week two. When I make a goal for myself I want to go through with it. I don't want to just start something, I need to finish it and see it through.