I have been in such a slump lately. I have felt no creative impulse, no motivation, and barely had a need for upkeep. For months now, I have felt stuck. There were no ups and downs, days blended together. I felt like an extra in my own movie. I had such a desperate need to change everything had control over, including but not limited to; my job, school, and even room. Every felt like a sticky mousetrap, and my life was unable to move forward.
Then like as if the heavens heard my cry, new opportunities appeared. I was ready to break because I kept outgrowing the space I was left in, and instead of shattering everything around me, I was taken somewhere bigger. And now the air is so much thinner.
This has not only brought much-needed change, but also security, ease, and excitement for the future. I have been looking for a way out of the old without going into something that would not work for me, this has been able to not only fit into my world but still managed me to branch out and learn new skills.
I strive every day to learn something new, to create a new piece of whatever I decide to call art, to write something I can not say, and to do something that scares me. I think that this new opportunity has been able to restart each of these daily goals.
I am ready for this new change. Bring it on.
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