So, something that is on a bucket list of things to do before I turn 20 is to write a 50,000 word novel. This has proven to be such a challenge. I started it what feels like so long ago, and have been putting it off so much.
Just a disclaimer, that it is not done, not even close.
I have been fighting myself to not add to my story. I have been telling myself that even though I know I have time to and even though it would make me feel so much more creative and accomplished, I have kept myself from this. I tell myself that it's not worth it. and if no one else cares, why should I?
It has been such a major struggle to even open up the document. I will choose everything else before I even give the thought that I need to write. I will start little projects and make preoccupied with anything that takes my mind away from writing. And that works for this blog as well, not just my novel.
Today is going to be a smaller post. I just need to get this off my chest.
Writing a short post on here and writing a few paragraphs there. Starting small to get back into the groove of it all.
Sincerely Me,
(despite constantly being a work in progress) Love Layla Drew