In today's world, everyone is trying to promote themselves and create an idea around them [I am plenty guilty of this too]. There are so many ways to have the world look at you, you can be honest and vulnerable or you can be surface level and paint a pretty picture of what your world looks like. I prefer the first, but if you have any experience with the internet, you know that there is an abundance of the second option. Personally, I want to be the first. I want to let my heart and my emotions show.
I have an idea of what I want it to be: intention. Just a simple word.
I want there to be intention in everything I do and say and take part in. I want there to be the right reason behind everything too. I want this blog to spread that ideology too. I don't want to be going out into the world and doing things because I think I'm supposed to or that's the next thing to do, no I want to do things because that is what I feel is right.
This past year has been me reanalyzing myself and my world and thinking about everything that I do and have. "Is this something I want to be?" "Do I really want this?" I have been on a different wavelength than I ever have before in my life. I now am seeing what in this life I want to surround myself with instead of being consumed by.
My goal in life now is to have my life be an example of living with intention. I want to have my life be full of moments that take over instead of sitting around and wallowing in regret. So when I say that I am working on my "brand," this is what I mean. I want to show the world what is it to live with so much love and intention.
Am I there yet? Not in the slightest. I am working on it, this is not the point that I am at just yet. This is where I want my life to be and how I want it showed. I am not just talking about the good parts of it. I want to show the bad parts of it too fully knowing that this is who I am and what my life is without shame or regret.
Through saying that I want my life to have full intention and my message to this world be just that, doesn't mean that everything I do in this life is going to be spectacular or extraordinary. I just want my life to mean something to me. To me, this means that I will write with the intention to practice my craft or to express something inside me, or I'll read a book to relax and let my mind wander to far off places, or even take a nap to let my body rest. This also means I will do things I always dreamed of. I want there to be greatness in the big things I do, and in the smallest ones too,